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1月22日 3 Days For My 20th Birthday.So 3 days more to be 19. *gasps* good grief 2007 passed by swiftly. I'm terrified. lol. I think I'm gonna have a britney-breakdown.
Okay superb exaggeration, but yeah whatever you know. Breakdown all the same.
Porus is coming tomorrow! Yay! Finallllllyyyyyyyyyy, this 3 weeks of being on my own will cease. Pah. So fucking sickening. I hated every moment of it. Damnit.
Okay so here's a shocker, as my beloved loyal fans will remember, I had stated in an earlier blog that my flatmate Rayomand and I can never go beyond being casual acquaintances. Well surprise surprise (atleast for the time-being)! Since the past 2-3 days we've been talking a lot and I discovered he can be quite a nice person to talk with. lol. Me and my assumptions in life. So far so good though. Even though my instincts and my mind tell me to be super careful with everyone here in Addison (refer to my previous blog about my paranoia and reason to feel like this), sometimes I feel that my future lies in trusting others again. But fuck that shit, Porus is all I have here to bank upon and everything, I dont really need anyone else. I mean, lets just see how it all goes. blah.
In other news, the food is over. Which means, in this fuck-all weather I have to go to walmart, pick up groceries, and return. I also need to go to the bank and et my debit card organised. Stupid dumb bank cant do one basic job straight. Arseholes.
I realised I despise the people-pleasing escapist variety. For some reason their functioning and mindset is too despicable for my taste. I wonder how will they survive. I also realise I hate anything and anyone that/who doesnt abide by me. LOL.
Ummm and so the days in Addison go on... the past 3 weeks have SUCKED. It will get better tomorrow evening onwards I'm sure. hehe.
Sometimes I wonder what would I do here if Porus wasnt around. To be on my own, with new people, is , DAUNTING. But thank God I've been spared that torture. Effing Rubbish.
I feel like going out someplace, shopping big time and also eating out. I am tired of this self-created house-arrest. LOL. I just need company and initiative to go out. Speaking of shopping, we were suposed to go to this place called Allen on the 23rd a.k.a Wednesday to shop shop but now my instructor scheduled a flight for me on the 23rd at 12.30 till 2.30 . So I dont know if its too late to leave for Allen then. Worst case scenario I'm trashing the Allen plan cuz my flight is more important than anyone else. I know I will be compensated for this good action. LOL.
More than anything, I know I am repeating myself for the 3rd or 4th time maybe but I'm SO excited that porus is coming back!! Its like I'm finally gonna be freed from this loneliness and boredom bullshit. Its really fucked my case badly thats why I'm ECSTATIC.
I was thinking the other day about how I absolutely LOVE making scandalous and obscene statements for SHOCK VALUE. I dont know, but I get such an intense kick out of it hahahaha... its true!! Why this desire to shock; fails me too.
You know what one of my future ambitions is? To make all that money, breeze in to the D & G store, swipe swipe swipe, breeze out. I must have already shared this with Porus, Pinka & some others but yeah. I want ferragamo shoes, Valentino suits, Miu Miu shoes and socks, Gucci luggage, A Breitling watch, etc etc. I think thats gonna be my personal fulfillment wishlist. I want holidays in St. Tropez, Dom Perignon avec Beluga Caviar. *sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
*Recovers from the gravity of the wishlist*, as of now, I am happy to just set my career up, and remain satiated with that.
I want to ask Lori a.k.a my amazing fabulous intructor what her opinion on Paris Hilton is. It intrigues me to know what the opinion of a normal american on our darling Paris is.
Speaking of Paris and her antics, I'm shocked to know of Jamie Lynn Spears and her pregnancy! *gasp*. But you know what, if she is okay with it, then who the f*ck are we to sit and create such a hulla-baloo. But I guess thats human nature. We love over-reacting to things. But still I feel personally, that 16 is wayyyyy too young for motherhood. I mean at 16 you need a lot of mothering yourself. Lol. Anyway I sincerely wish the best for Jamie Lynn.
Sometimes I get this weird feeling that my bathroom is haunted. I'm serious. Something is very weird about that place. There are
these noises in the tub when I'm soaking in it. Like strange whining noises. It scares me.
I've been so out of touch with the television and the newspaper that I'm completely unaware of whats happening in the world outside darling Addison. Which is DAMN GOOD. Aleast I'm at peace. Cuz when I found out about Benzair Bhutto's assasination I was devastated. I dont want anymore rude shocks. I'm happy in this sanctuary. phew.
I gotta go now. I wanna shower and eat. Shall update very soon!
PS: 24TH JANUARY IS MY 20TH BIRTHDAY. JST REMINDING YOU INCASE. LOL
Prayag.
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